"DEAR MAMA..."

I DONT THINK YOU'LL EVER UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL
GROWING UP WITHOUT A MOTHER WASNT PART OF THE DEAL
YOU HAD ONE, THIS ISNT FAIR, ITS LIKE U DISOWNED ME IN THE MOST INNOCENT WAY POSSIBLE
I TALK TO YOU EVERY NOW AND THEN, BUT MOST OF THE TIME YOU'RE WAYY TOO BUSY FOR ME, ITS OKAY, I UNDERSTAND..
I REMEMBER U TELLN ME YOU WANT ME TO BE A BETTER WOMAN THAN YOU
I DONT THINK U WERE BAD AT ALL, I MEAN YOU WERE THE BEST, UNTIL U JUST UP AND LEFT
WHAT DID I DO? IS IT TOO LATE TO APOLIGIZE?
WHEREVER YOU ARE I HOPE UR DOING WELL
I CALL YOUR MOTHER EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, SHE HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU EITHER
WHEN I WRITE YOU, DO YOU GET THE LETTERS?
I TRIED TO CALL YOU RECENTLY, UR PHONE WAS OFF
I JUST WISH YOU WOULD HURRY UP AND PAY THAT 3YRS PAST DUE BILL =)
IM ONLY ONE CALL AWAY MAMA
IVE CHANGED SINCE THE LAST TIME U SAW ME, I PROMISE YOU WOULD BE PROUD.
I PLAN TO COME VISIT YOU ONE DAY, IF U EVER LET ME KNOW WHERE U LOCATE
YOUR MOTHER DIDNT JUST UP AND LEAVE YOU LIKE THIS, UR KILLIN ME MA!! =/
I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO TELL YOU...JUICY GOSSIP, I NEED UR ADVICE TOO!!
I MEAN, I HOPE YOU STILL GIVE GOOD ADVICE AND I HOPE YOU STILL LISTEN TO ME THE WAY YOU USED TO..
JUST TELL ME IF I HURT YOU IN ANYWAY
MAYBE THATS WHY YOU WONT COME BACK, HUH?
PEOPLE TELL ME IM STARTING TO LOOK LIKE YOU
SEND ME A RECENT PICTURE PLEASE, I REALLY WANNA SEE IF I DO..
DO YOU NEED HELP WITH ANYTHING?
I KNOW YOU WERE INDEPENDENT BUT IN THIS CASE ILL OFFER MY SERVICES =)
MAYBE IF I HELPED ENOUGH WE COULD PUT BOTH OF OUR HEADS TOGETHER AND GET YOU BACK HOME!!?
THATS ONLY IF YOU REALLY WANT TO..
MAYBE YOU LIKE UR NEW HOME AND FAMILY
IF SO, I'D LOVE TO HEAR ABOUT EM
MOMMY JUST PLEASE GET IN TOUCH WITH ME SOME WAY
I KNOW YOU STILL HAVE MY NUMBER AND WILL NEVER FORGET WHERE I STAY
ME, DADDY, AND BROTHER WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU
EVEN THO YOU DID LEAVE ME OUT IN THE OPEN, ILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
I KNOW YOU JUST GOTTA BE SAFE N SOUND IN UR NEW PLACE BUT I MISS YOU MY LOVE..
AND BY THE WAY......
IF YOU RUN INTO A HANDSOME MAN NAMED JESUS, GO WITH HIM MA!!!
HE'S THE ONLY PERSON ILL SHARE YOU WITH
BUT ONLY THIS TIME =)
ILL BE WAITING FOR YOUR REPLY, LOVE YOU DEARLY!!