SKYPE ME BABYYY =)

i finaalllyyy use my skype! for like the 1st week i was on STRONG, lately i haven't been on too much! but i lovee skype! if we're cool and i've spoken to you before, i wouldn't mind skyping with you, just no complete strangers please, lol! my skype name is : ritalovezyou ....add me =)

ahahaha. i guess you can say i "blackmailed" my friends while on skype. these are just the ppl i remembered to take pictures of lol i have more friends, you could be next!!!! sorry guys, lol.

**my friends that have the "@ [then name]" follow em on TWITTER =)**

#STOP THE VIOLENCE!

Since I see ppl going hard on this stop the violence on twitter i thought i'd make a blog about it. I haven't had any personal experience with violence, no one i knew personally was killed, but i feel for the ppl who had to go through it and i have something to say.....IN MY OPINION.....i feel that all this violence is happening between young men bcuz of these FAKE-WHACK A** GANGS that are made!! Gangs are just STUPID &&it shows NOTHING..honestly..how does being in a gang make u feel?...tough?? NO UR LAME!! No disrespect to the one's who are in a gang, but hear me out...this also goes toward the whack "gangs" that are made up over night in the suburbs..or even the city...STOP IT...ya'll like 15, 16 years old talkn about how you'll shoot someone, always wantin to fight...FOR WHAT!? doesn't it scare yall when ur bestfriend gets killed..u dont stop and think u could be next if you dont stop? I'm sorry but if i had a little brother...if he had to be a lame, that's what he would be...atleast he would get somewhere in life or live to see 21..or even 19!! Whyyy do you guys think shooting someone will prove a point?! There is no point to be proven after they are dead...you just took someone's LIFE!! Put yourself in their families position....and if you have no remorse, that's sad and i pray for you! I mean, everyone doesn't grow up in a nice environment, understandable, but i wish this generation would just open his or her eyes and realize every one is dying and they can do something about it!! If ur reading this and you..a friend..cousin..etc are involved in everyday violence, PLEASE talk to them...they may not listen or act like they're not listening..but they'll get something out of it...all this needs to stop, seriously! Too many kids/teens are getting killed it should have never came to this.....if you have any comments post below i would love to read em...THANKS =)

PLEASE DON'T LET "IT" STOP YOU!!!

SOME THINGS JUST REALLY DISCOURAGE ME! I SIT &&THINK AND WANT TO CRY OVER SITUATIONS, I THINK TO MYSELF I CAN'T DO THIS..THIS IS NOT FOR ME!! THIS FRIEND ISN'T GONNA BE REAL...THIS BOY IS ALL LIES..EVERYTHING NEGATIVE DISCOURAGES ME FROM GOING AFTER WHAT I WANT...BUT THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME &&YOU IS...

THAT "DISCOURAGEMENT" [IS THAT A WORD? LMAO] MAKES ME WANT IT EVENN MORE!! MAKES ME STRIVE TO GET IT &&DO ANYTHING TO PROVE TO MYSELF "KARITA YOU CAN DO THIS!!" SITTING &&THINKING NEGATIVE WILL GET ME NOWHERE!!! IM TRYNA GO FAR && DO ALOT WITH MY LIFE...A LIL DISCOURAGEMENT WILL NOT STOP ME FROM MAKIN THE MOVE I WANNA MAKE && IT SHOULDN'T STOP YOU EITHER!! *JUST A LIL FOOD FOR THOUGHT =)

*MY QUOTES*

-- "You got me taking one of the biggest risks ever, but if i slip and fall it better be worthed, giving it my all is all i know, my all is all i got..so here it goes!"

-- "I dont wanna give up but thats my best bet. i refuse to have someone walk over me just because i wanted to be "strong" and hold in there, eff that, i'm strong because i know i deserve better."

-- "I forgive. Everyone deserves a 2nd chance, maybe 2 or 3. Think about how many times God forgive you....he forgives you every single time you do something wrong. Forgiving doesnt make you weak, not setting standards so that person doesnt have the chance to hurt you anymore makes you weak. Nobody said you have to still be "friends" with the person, all was said was to forgive."

-- "I'm selfish when it comes to materialistic things and thats fine because when it comes to what matters most "your feelings" i love to share!"

-- "I refuse to leave your side like everyone else. I wanna make a difference, have an impact on you. i feel for you and i dont likke the way it feels. open your heart just a tad bit please, i promise i wont let you down. i'll always be here. a piece of me will alway be in your heart, if you let me. don't push away someone who will never push you away."

...Mhmm..i made up all these quotes lasnite, just to sum up my emotions rite now! I hope you can relate, comment and tell me what ya think =)

"I'LL BE YA GROUPIE BABYYY CUZ U R MY SUPASTAR".....YEAH!? LMAO.

THERE'S A TIME WHEN THE GROUPIE TENDECIES SHOULD BE STOPPED!!!! ONE THING I SEE A LOT THAT IS HIGHLY IRRITATING...."SHADSMOSSWIFEY, BOWWOWSGIRL, CHRISBROWNSBOO, LILWAYNESWIFEY, TREYSONGZBABIGURL".....STTOOOOPPPPP!!!!! OKAY OKAY I ADMIT, BACK WHEN I HAD A BLACKPLANET PAGE MY USERNAME WAS SIMILAR TO SOME OF THOSE, BUT LEMME REMIND YOU BLACKPLANET DAYS MEANING I WAS 14-15YRS OLD.....IM SORRY LADIES BUT WHEN UR OVER 16YRS OLD OR EVEN 15, THAT IS SOO LAME!! YOU SHOULD REALIZE BY THEN, UR NOT THEIR WIFEY AND 9 TIMES OUTTA 10...YOU WON'T BE!! IM JUST SAYIN..I BE ON THE INTERNET ALOT AND FROM MYSPACE TO TWITTER TO FACEBOOK I SEE IT AALLLL THE TIME!!! THATS GREAT IF UR A *FAN* THEN BE A FAN, NOT A GROUPIE!! IT'S OKAY TO HAVE A MILLION FANS, BUT SADLY, ITS JUST WRONG TO HAVE A MILLION "BOOS OR WIFEY'S"...IM JUST SAYIN...GET IT TOGETHER PEOPLE!!!! =)

*UNDER-RATED R&B ARTIST*

TYNISHA KELI___

http://www.youtube.com/user/tynishavideos

THERE ARE JUST A FEW ARTIST THAT SHOULD HAVE MORE RECOGNITION THAN WHAT THEY ALREADY HAVE AND TYNISHA KELI IS DEFINITELY ONE OF EM!! A LOT OF LADIES FELL IN LOVE WITH HER SINGLE "I WISH YOU LOVED ME" AND FROM THEN ON, SHE'S BEEN HOTT!!!!! I'VE HEARD ALL OF HER SONGS AND IN MY OPINION YOUNG WOMEN...AND SOMETIMES MEN, CAN 100% AGREE AND HER WORDS ARE SOO TOUCHING!! SHE INSPIRES PPL THROUGHOUT HER MUSIC AND I BELIEVE SHE SHOULD BE LISTENED TO MORE THAN SHE IS!! HELP AND SUPPORT MISS TYNISHA KELI!!!!! =)

"DEAR MAMA..."

I DONT THINK YOU'LL EVER UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL
GROWING UP WITHOUT A MOTHER WASNT PART OF THE DEAL
YOU HAD ONE, THIS ISNT FAIR, ITS LIKE U DISOWNED ME IN THE MOST INNOCENT WAY POSSIBLE
I TALK TO YOU EVERY NOW AND THEN, BUT MOST OF THE TIME YOU'RE WAYY TOO BUSY FOR ME, ITS OKAY, I UNDERSTAND..
I REMEMBER U TELLN ME YOU WANT ME TO BE A BETTER WOMAN THAN YOU
I DONT THINK U WERE BAD AT ALL, I MEAN YOU WERE THE BEST, UNTIL U JUST UP AND LEFT
WHAT DID I DO? IS IT TOO LATE TO APOLIGIZE?
WHEREVER YOU ARE I HOPE UR DOING WELL
I CALL YOUR MOTHER EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, SHE HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU EITHER
WHEN I WRITE YOU, DO YOU GET THE LETTERS?
I TRIED TO CALL YOU RECENTLY, UR PHONE WAS OFF
I JUST WISH YOU WOULD HURRY UP AND PAY THAT 3YRS PAST DUE BILL =)
IM ONLY ONE CALL AWAY MAMA
IVE CHANGED SINCE THE LAST TIME U SAW ME, I PROMISE YOU WOULD BE PROUD.
I PLAN TO COME VISIT YOU ONE DAY, IF U EVER LET ME KNOW WHERE U LOCATE
YOUR MOTHER DIDNT JUST UP AND LEAVE YOU LIKE THIS, UR KILLIN ME MA!! =/
I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO TELL YOU...JUICY GOSSIP, I NEED UR ADVICE TOO!!
I MEAN, I HOPE YOU STILL GIVE GOOD ADVICE AND I HOPE YOU STILL LISTEN TO ME THE WAY YOU USED TO..
JUST TELL ME IF I HURT YOU IN ANYWAY
MAYBE THATS WHY YOU WONT COME BACK, HUH?
PEOPLE TELL ME IM STARTING TO LOOK LIKE YOU
SEND ME A RECENT PICTURE PLEASE, I REALLY WANNA SEE IF I DO..
DO YOU NEED HELP WITH ANYTHING?
I KNOW YOU WERE INDEPENDENT BUT IN THIS CASE ILL OFFER MY SERVICES =)
MAYBE IF I HELPED ENOUGH WE COULD PUT BOTH OF OUR HEADS TOGETHER AND GET YOU BACK HOME!!?
THATS ONLY IF YOU REALLY WANT TO..
MAYBE YOU LIKE UR NEW HOME AND FAMILY
IF SO, I'D LOVE TO HEAR ABOUT EM
MOMMY JUST PLEASE GET IN TOUCH WITH ME SOME WAY
I KNOW YOU STILL HAVE MY NUMBER AND WILL NEVER FORGET WHERE I STAY
ME, DADDY, AND BROTHER WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU
EVEN THO YOU DID LEAVE ME OUT IN THE OPEN, ILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
I KNOW YOU JUST GOTTA BE SAFE N SOUND IN UR NEW PLACE BUT I MISS YOU MY LOVE..
AND BY THE WAY......
IF YOU RUN INTO A HANDSOME MAN NAMED JESUS, GO WITH HIM MA!!!
HE'S THE ONLY PERSON ILL SHARE YOU WITH
BUT ONLY THIS TIME =)
ILL BE WAITING FOR YOUR REPLY, LOVE YOU DEARLY!!

"THIS && THAT"

1 OF MY WRITINGS, IDK WHETHER TO CALL EM POEMS OR SHORT STORIES, BUT THIS IS JUST HOW I EXPRESS MYSELF, ENJOY =)

EVER BEEN SELFISH WANTING BOTH THIS AND THAT
KNOWING THAT YOU ONLY DESERVE THIS BUT TOOK A CHANCE AT THAT
WANTING THAT BUT THIS GAVE YOU COURAGE
TO HAVE UR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO
BELIEVING THAT THIS CAN TURN INTO THAT
BUT KNOWING THAT IF YOU FAIL AT THAT, THIS WILL BE GONE
YOUR MIND IS SINGING "GIMME GIMME THIS THIS, GIMME GIMME THAT THAT"
AND STILL WANTING IT ALL AFTER KNOWING THAT "GIMME GOT SHOT"
NOTHING EVER DISCOURAGED YOU
WHAT ABOUT YOU HEARING "THIS AND THAT" FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY?
NOW UR STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF CHOOSING
YOUR MIND IS RACING TELLN YOU TAKE THIS NOW!!
BUT UR HEART IS TELLN YOU THAT MAYBE ITS NOT FOR YOU..
HOW DO YOU SEPERATE BEING GREEDY FROM DETERMINATION?
YOU GOTTA THINK WHAT DOES THIS HAVE THAT I NEED?
OR WHAT IF THAT DOESNT WORK OUR FOR ME?
"I WANT THIS, BUT I NEED THAT...I CANT HAVE THAT IF I DONT HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF THIS"
NOW THIS AND THAT IS ALL BULL IISH
&& AS MUCH AS IT HURTS TO ADMIT
I ENDED UPP WITH NOTHING, ONLY BECAUSE..
I WAS BEING SELFISH.

Just getting started..

THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG EVER!! && I'M EXCITED TO START MY BLOG SITE...HERE I WILL SPEAK UPON EVERYTHING THAT COMES TO MIND. HOPEFULLY I WILL GET YOU ALL'S OPINION AND SUPPORT! ALSO WILL BE POSTING SOME OF MY WRITINGS =) WELL I'LL BE BACK SOON TO GET THIS SITE ON THE ROLL...