Thursday, November 25, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
happyTURKEYday!
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! If you're following me on twitter, you should know my thanksgiving situation. I'm stuck at school, working =( I thought i was going to be so lonely, sad, and depressed but I'm not. My daddy came to visit his baby girl!!! =) Although i celebrated my thanksgiving a day earlier, I am still VERY thankful. I'm thankful for my daddy. And I'm so glad that as i grow older i realize how much i appreciate him. Better late than never right!?? Around the holidays is usually an emotional time because in my eyes, HOLIDAYS = FAMILY. And i know i have family, but its just not how it used to be and i still haven't became comfortable with that, it still bothers me. And it's crazy because my daddy has NO CLUE how much it meant to me for him to come down to my school to cook Thanksgiving dinner for me, no clue at all. He saved my tears, lol. I can only imagine how it would be to have no family at all around the holidays. I have a soft spot with that kind of stuff and no one deserves to be alone. My life may not be all that i want it to be, but i have to remind myself it could be worse. I'm thankful for my ups and downs .......but even more thankful for my downs. YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN. sounds so cliche' but it's the truth. It's not easy to appreciate the hard times but we will easily appreciate the good times && that's sad. Everything is not going to always go the way we want them to, especially at the time we want it to happen and we have to learn how to accept that. And coming from ME, the person who's father spoiled her to DEATH and barely told me "NO" growing up...if i can accept it now, anyone in this world can lol. BE THANKFUL FOR EVERY MOMENT. BE THANKFUL FOR EVERY STRUGGLE BECAUSE IT DOES HAVE AN END. Don't take the easy way out because you may just miss your life long blessing that was coming along with the temporary struggle. Just be thankful, not only on this day but everyday and don't take life for granted!!! I love you all!!!
Monday, November 8, 2010
Thursday, October 7, 2010
A note to US ladies...
Okay, this just really bothers me and I apologize if it comes out the wrong way....
IT REALLY GETS TO ME when a guy does his girlfriend SO WRONG and the girlfriend knows about it..knows everything. She knows he cheated, he's disrespectful, called her all out of her name, he's a liar...he just can't be committed. And i know things are easier said than done but this is something we all should practice....DON'T SAY IT IF YOU AREN'T GONNA DO IT!! I'm tired of females talkn all this iish like she'S really about to leave dude alone and move on bcuz he "cheated" then 4 days later you back to "i love him and he loves me...going thru this is gonna make us stronger and i know where i stand i'm NUMBER 1 y'all other girls dnt mean anything to him, he loves me and just wanted to f**k y'all" blah blah..u know, something along those words. lol Sorry hunnie but you sound just as DUMB as he is. Or AT LEAST if you're gonna have these deceived thoughts, you dnt have to broadcast it all over to everyone, keep em to yourself so you won't sound like a fool lol but First of all, you shouldn't even consider yourself as "number 1"...you should be his Only One! He does NOT love you if he treats you like crap or if he cheats on you. Well, maybe with YOUR definition of love...but if you think that's love then you're in for a rude awakening. All I have to say is God is Love; Love is God. And God will NEVER treat you like he does....
I know soo many people who goes thru this and it REALLY gets me upset. ALL of us females have are dumb moments, INCLUDING ME. I've had a lot of them actually lol but I'm trying to get better at it and not go for this bull that most guys give us....You can do it LADIES =) know your WORTH!!!!!! All the pain we go thru with "letting him go" is only temporary....we will be okay =)
IT REALLY GETS TO ME when a guy does his girlfriend SO WRONG and the girlfriend knows about it..knows everything. She knows he cheated, he's disrespectful, called her all out of her name, he's a liar...he just can't be committed. And i know things are easier said than done but this is something we all should practice....DON'T SAY IT IF YOU AREN'T GONNA DO IT!! I'm tired of females talkn all this iish like she'S really about to leave dude alone and move on bcuz he "cheated" then 4 days later you back to "i love him and he loves me...going thru this is gonna make us stronger and i know where i stand i'm NUMBER 1 y'all other girls dnt mean anything to him, he loves me and just wanted to f**k y'all" blah blah..u know, something along those words. lol Sorry hunnie but you sound just as DUMB as he is. Or AT LEAST if you're gonna have these deceived thoughts, you dnt have to broadcast it all over to everyone, keep em to yourself so you won't sound like a fool lol but First of all, you shouldn't even consider yourself as "number 1"...you should be his Only One! He does NOT love you if he treats you like crap or if he cheats on you. Well, maybe with YOUR definition of love...but if you think that's love then you're in for a rude awakening. All I have to say is God is Love; Love is God. And God will NEVER treat you like he does....
I know soo many people who goes thru this and it REALLY gets me upset. ALL of us females have are dumb moments, INCLUDING ME. I've had a lot of them actually lol but I'm trying to get better at it and not go for this bull that most guys give us....You can do it LADIES =) know your WORTH!!!!!! All the pain we go thru with "letting him go" is only temporary....we will be okay =)
Monday, September 27, 2010
Just a little something....
For a class assignment, I re-made Christina Milian's So Amazin' album cover...here's a picture of the original album cover and the one I made. I'm more of a "girly colorful lover" type person so you should be able to tell which one I made lol. There are a few things I wish I would've did differently, but it's cool. This is my 1st time making a CD cover, I plan to make more as my knowledge of photo shop and designing grows...hope ya like!!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
I had a dream...
Out of all the dreams I've had about my mother the one I had last night really made me sad! I need a professional dream analyzer because I would like to know what this dream meant or if she was trying to tell me something. I don't know if I believe in people speaking to you thru your dreams but I do know that all dreams do have a meaning. I remember it so clear....
I was walking thru my house with a friend, which so happened to be Lauren London (i LOVE her, lol) and I was walking into my parents room because that was the way to the basement. (according to my dream) as I was walking down the stairs to get to the basement, I heard a voice, it said something on the lines of "Hey, where are you going?"...I stopped and turned around and so did Lauren, then she said "It's some lady in the bed"...I remembered the voice and ran to the bed and saw my Mother's face. And I knew it was her right away. She was bald and kind of small with patches over her breasts (how she looked while she was sick). I ran up to her as she sat up and hugged her soooo tight and started crying and yelling, "Mommy!! Don't ever leave me again please!!" And I just remember both of us crying and hugging each other..........then I woke up.
I wish I could've saw my face when I woke up because I was so confused. But I think I was more sad if anything because I REALLY wish that could happen =( I miss that woman soo much, it sucks!! =( But tears are coming.....so I'm done.
I was walking thru my house with a friend, which so happened to be Lauren London (i LOVE her, lol) and I was walking into my parents room because that was the way to the basement. (according to my dream) as I was walking down the stairs to get to the basement, I heard a voice, it said something on the lines of "Hey, where are you going?"...I stopped and turned around and so did Lauren, then she said "It's some lady in the bed"...I remembered the voice and ran to the bed and saw my Mother's face. And I knew it was her right away. She was bald and kind of small with patches over her breasts (how she looked while she was sick). I ran up to her as she sat up and hugged her soooo tight and started crying and yelling, "Mommy!! Don't ever leave me again please!!" And I just remember both of us crying and hugging each other..........then I woke up.
I wish I could've saw my face when I woke up because I was so confused. But I think I was more sad if anything because I REALLY wish that could happen =( I miss that woman soo much, it sucks!! =( But tears are coming.....so I'm done.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Watch what You say...
Lately I've just been having this urge to share some words! It's like, the more i learn, the more i wanna tell because it may help someone else out.
Ladies: be careful of everything you tell a man. Ease up on telling him everything you want or once desired. He will only backfire it on you when the time is right. Ever been in an argument with your boyfriend and all he could say was "but you said you wanted this, I did everything you wanted me to such as ________ i gave you everything. I remember you told me you never had _____ so i gave it to you. No one ever did _____ for you so i did it" etc. THOSE are the words that can kill lol. Men know what they are doing and what they are saying. A lot of men use what you said you want against you. Some men will do just that, what you want to keep you around. But a relationship is more than that. Yeah, it may be what you want, but that's not enough all the time. Just because a man does what you want doesn't mean he's not supposed to do that little extra, because that extra does matter. He's not supposed to do what you want him to do just so he can get what he wants. Even I've heard it a few times "You said you never had this, so I gave it to you" And i dnt mean all physical things, I mean things that women want emotionally. And just those small words will keep a woman thinking like "Ohhh yeah he's right, he does everything i want him to do, blah blah" Of course he's going to do it because if you NEVER had it that's all he has to do to keep you around, he just has to say a few words no one else has said to you, and most of the time he doesn't even mean it. SMH. This is soo sad because ALL of us women have went thru this but you won't realize it at first. Just be careful of what you tell a man you dnt have to tell him everything you want because he's going to do it for you, or get it for you, or take you there just because he knows that'll keep you. But when your stuck thinking like "something's missing, I want more out of this" most of the time he's stuck too and dnt know what to do to help keep the relationship strong because he only knows what to do to keep you.....if that makes sense =)
That's advice to all relationships, it could go for friendships too. But of course, unless you're someone who just WANTS things out of someone then this won't apply to you because you're using them anyway lol so you're getting all that you want. I'M NOT SAYING that in a relationship ur boyfriend isn't supposed to give you want you want, BUT when it just all depends on what you want and he doesn't give much of anything else, thats when its a problem.... and I'm NOT saying this doesn't work both ways...definitely not saying that, but I'm just speaking for the ladies right now.
Ladies: be careful of everything you tell a man. Ease up on telling him everything you want or once desired. He will only backfire it on you when the time is right. Ever been in an argument with your boyfriend and all he could say was "but you said you wanted this, I did everything you wanted me to such as ________ i gave you everything. I remember you told me you never had _____ so i gave it to you. No one ever did _____ for you so i did it" etc. THOSE are the words that can kill lol. Men know what they are doing and what they are saying. A lot of men use what you said you want against you. Some men will do just that, what you want to keep you around. But a relationship is more than that. Yeah, it may be what you want, but that's not enough all the time. Just because a man does what you want doesn't mean he's not supposed to do that little extra, because that extra does matter. He's not supposed to do what you want him to do just so he can get what he wants. Even I've heard it a few times "You said you never had this, so I gave it to you" And i dnt mean all physical things, I mean things that women want emotionally. And just those small words will keep a woman thinking like "Ohhh yeah he's right, he does everything i want him to do, blah blah" Of course he's going to do it because if you NEVER had it that's all he has to do to keep you around, he just has to say a few words no one else has said to you, and most of the time he doesn't even mean it. SMH. This is soo sad because ALL of us women have went thru this but you won't realize it at first. Just be careful of what you tell a man you dnt have to tell him everything you want because he's going to do it for you, or get it for you, or take you there just because he knows that'll keep you. But when your stuck thinking like "something's missing, I want more out of this" most of the time he's stuck too and dnt know what to do to help keep the relationship strong because he only knows what to do to keep you.....if that makes sense =)
That's advice to all relationships, it could go for friendships too. But of course, unless you're someone who just WANTS things out of someone then this won't apply to you because you're using them anyway lol so you're getting all that you want. I'M NOT SAYING that in a relationship ur boyfriend isn't supposed to give you want you want, BUT when it just all depends on what you want and he doesn't give much of anything else, thats when its a problem.... and I'm NOT saying this doesn't work both ways...definitely not saying that, but I'm just speaking for the ladies right now.
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