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"First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do."

happyTURKEYday!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! If you're following me on twitter, you should know my thanksgiving situation. I'm stuck at school, working =( I thought i was going to be so lonely, sad, and depressed but I'm not. My daddy came to visit his baby girl!!! =) Although i celebrated my thanksgiving a day earlier, I am still VERY thankful. I'm thankful for my daddy. And I'm so glad that as i grow older i realize how much i appreciate him. Better late than never right!?? Around the holidays is usually an emotional time because in my eyes, HOLIDAYS = FAMILY. And i know i have family, but its just not how it used to be and i still haven't became comfortable with that, it still bothers me. And it's crazy because my daddy has NO CLUE how much it meant to me for him to come down to my school to cook Thanksgiving dinner for me, no clue at all. He saved my tears, lol. I can only imagine how it would be to have no family at all around the holidays. I have a soft spot with that kind of stuff and no one deserves to be alone. My life may not be all that i want it to be, but i have to remind myself it could be worse. I'm thankful for my ups and downs .......but even more thankful for my downs. YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN. sounds so cliche' but it's the truth. It's not easy to appreciate the hard times but we will easily appreciate the good times && that's sad. Everything is not going to always go the way we want them to, especially at the time we want it to happen and we have to learn how to accept that. And coming from ME, the person who's father spoiled her to DEATH and barely told me "NO" growing up...if i can accept it now, anyone in this world can lol. BE THANKFUL FOR EVERY MOMENT. BE THANKFUL FOR EVERY STRUGGLE BECAUSE IT DOES HAVE AN END. Don't take the easy way out because you may just miss your life long blessing that was coming along with the temporary struggle. Just be thankful, not only on this day but everyday and don't take life for granted!!! I love you all!!!

I love my faithful blog readers! lol Kisses to you!!

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